| Monday, June 21st, 2004 |
| 4:55 am |
ok everyone...
i have a new journal, it's MyLittleDeadAnt. if you love me then you will comment to be added or just add me. love to all that care, Rachel Current Mood:  hyper |
| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004 |
| 12:18 pm |
damn you rain!!!!!
well i was supposed to go to KI today but b/c of the rain i couldnt go. grrrr...oh well im hoping Kaci calls soon or she picks up when i call b/c i want to hang out w/ her and posably spend the night w/ her. **growl** i hate the rain today... love to all that care Rachel |
| 3:45 am |
LMAO! thats so hilarious! I LOVE IT! and apparently i should have A.D.D. lol. YAY FOR KITTY LOAF! |
| Monday, June 14th, 2004 |
| 1:45 am |
What Kind of M&M are you? brought to you by Quizillaim a crispy M&M! yay! **does a little dance**. that made me but just a little bit happier. but not much. **sigh** oh well. but i swear...if Josh doesnt contact me before 3 days is up (our 2 month ann.)im going to carilisel on my bike to find him. i dont care how long it takes me. if it takes me two days then it takes me two days. but im going to see him. i miss him so much i cant stand it anymore. all i think about is him. **sniffle** i miss him and i love him. alls i want is my Josh back. damn you Olde Towne...YOU TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!! |
| 12:59 am |
this is how i have felt for the past 6 days now...**sigh** |
| Friday, June 11th, 2004 |
| 10:10 pm |
ha ha ha. that is actually a cute icon (well not cute) but i like it. i might make it my icon. hmmm...**thinks about it for a moment** ok...so Josh is gone now. he left the 9th. i got to see him for like 10 min. before he left. i gave him all of my info so he can contact me from Carilisel. he gave me like 4 little kisses and a HUGE hug and he told me he's not letting this get between us and he going to try to find an apartment in Olde Towne or Royal Pines so he can be near me again, but for now he has to stay w/ my friend Chris. i miss him so much. i have been crying for 3 days straight now. **sigh** alls i want is my Josh back. Jordyn Tucker came over today. at like 1:30 2:00 im sneeking out and we are going to hang otu all night together. i never realized it until now but he is really cool. he apologized for being an ass all school year and he wanted to be friends. not many people would do that, i respect him a lot for that. but he just lives down the road from me so we will probably hang out a lot this summer. we came back to my home and i ate ranch Doritoes w/ mustard, ketchup, hotsauce, miracle whip, A1 stake sauce, and grape jelly on it. lol. i tryed to swollow it but as soon as i tryed i about vomited. lol. we then talked to Danny Rodgers on the phone for a while, and then i walked him back home. lol. we also set a cicada on fire. lol. i felt bad for it afterwards. but thats about all for now. lol. sorry so long. **mwah** kiss kiss buh bye! love to all that care, Rachel Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 |
| 2:29 pm |
sounds like a good idea. only i would bring Josh instead of meeting someone there. i love Josh. im probably going to update about some depressing shit in a min. he's apart of it. but oh well. i would bring him instead. lol. |
| 2:05 pm |
 I am The Hierophant
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| Thursday, May 27th, 2004 |
| 1:59 pm |
HE'S BALD! lol. and his name is The Lone Ranger after the little bunny i saved from RC Cola and Zim. lol. everyone has heard the story of him b/c it was so cute and i loved him. lol. Current Mood: hyper |
| 1:45 pm |
it's Zim!
i made it after my favoritest kittie Zim (he's one of my orange and white tabby's for those of you who dont know) i love him to death. i almost lost him a couple of days ago but ill talk about that some other time. Current Mood:  excited |
| Friday, May 21st, 2004 |
| 3:32 am |
I AM 70% HIPPIE!  I am not a child of the 60’s but my heart is true to the cause, man. I realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs and smelling bad, too! |
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| 2:21 am |
well i have had a pretty shittie few days so far...
i haven't had the best of days for the past few days now. ok...Monday night Josh walked me home at like 11:00 and we get here and alls he does is give me a few little kisses and a hug and we talked for min. after he left my father comes outside and starts walking towards him like he's pissed off. i grabbed him by his arm and asked him what he thought he was doing and he told me that he was going to kick his ass. i asked why and he said b/c he was kissing me like im a whore and shit. i told him he didnt and he's like "i saw him, i have been watching you two." but we were across the street and it was dark out so he wouldnt have seen us anyways. he was just trying to start shit. i told him alls he did was give me a few little kisses and if he went up to him i would pack my stuff and leave while he was sleeping and not tell anyone where i was going so he couldnt find me. thats what stopped him from going up to him and doing whatever. after that him and my mother told me i couldnt see him or talk to him anymore and i did and they found out they would call the cops on him. i was so terrified to tell Josh b/c i thought he would break up w/ me over it. but i did tell him and me and him made up some secretive missions to see eachother. lol. the next day my folkjs were talking to me about him and they told me that they were just "over reacting" and they really did want to meet him and they didnt care if i went out w/ him. i guess thats good. they said they just werent used to seeing me w/ someone and they werent sure how to react about it all. if you ask me, going to kick his ass isnt exactly the best way of handleing the situation. but i guess now im allowed to see him again. then Tuesday i left school at like 8:00 and went w/ Betty Newkirk and three other people back to her home and got piss-faced drunk. the three other people went back to school after that. me and Betty didnt want to so at like 12:30 we were walking on University to get to Josh's and we see Officer Rawlins driving by.we're like "OH SHIT!" and we run down a hill and behind some trees so he doesnt see us. he wasnt turning around so we came out and started walking again. we get to the point where Fenwick school is (you know where the railing is where the woods is right under it) and we see him turn around and start following us. Betty just stands there but im like "IM NOT FUCKING GETTING CAUGHT!" so i jump over the railing and slide down into the woods (which hurt like a bitch) at this point im still really drunk. and i can see him pull up and get out. he starts talking to Betty for a min. and i could hear her say that i was in the woods. (stupid bitch, lol.) and he starts looking through the woods calling my name out. finally im like "im caught, im caught, just take me and do whatever you are going to do...BUT MAKE IT QUICK!" lol. and i crawl out and he takes us back to school. so now im in Project Connect for the rest of the year. thats ok, b/c theres only 10 days left and i might actually get some work done there. then on Wednesday i got a day of peace. yesterday i got home at like 5:00 and got bitched out all fucking day over absolutally nothing! it's like my folks try to find things to bitch me out just so they can do it. and i saw the most disturbing thing in the world! you all know about Nick Berg (the american that got captured my the Irakies and got his head sawed off.) well, i saw the video to that Thursday. OH MY FUCKING GOD! i have never seen anything quite like it before. i can handle a lot of nasty and fucked up shit, but this actually gave me nightmares! thats why im up on here right now. b/c i got a nightmare from it and now im afraid to got to sleep after it. it shows him in an orange jumpsuit and he's sitting infront of a camera and he telling everyone who he is and stuff about him and crap. then it shows five guys wrapped if clothes walk up behind him and tie him up. then they start reading something. then they grab him by his hair and throw him on the ground. all of them hold him down and one of them starts sawing through his neck. he's crying and screaming and one of them is saying "God is Great" in their language. after they saw all the way through, one of the men hold up his head in front of the camera and then he sits his head on his back. and thats the last i saw of it. god, that is some fucked up shit if you ask me. i saved some pictures from it. i dont want to offend anyone so im not going to put them on here, but if you want to see them then just ask me and i will send them to you. i cant go back to sleep now b/c of it though. but it's weird. when you see it, it doesnt seem that bad. but afterwards when you think about it, thats when it gets really disturbing. boy have i wrote a lot. lol. im sorry everyone, i got carried away w/ everything. lol. im gonna go for now. **mwah** kiss kiss buh bye! love to all that care Rachel Current Mood: indescribable |
| Monday, May 17th, 2004 |
| 3:25 am |
ok...can someone tell me how you can be a female and dress drag? lol. and who is that celebrity? i cant tell. the picture is too little and i cant tell who it is. lol. im such a dork. Current Mood:  dorky |
| Thursday, May 13th, 2004 |
| 3:27 am |
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| 2:59 am |
this is just freaky. ok...im going to cut my hair even shorter and im dying it a darker color. it says i would wear lots and lots of belts...well me and Josh always wear belts and we have tons of them. it says i have water magic, me and Josh's signs are water signs, and we both have this thing w/ water (it's hard to explain). i would have cat ears and a tail, ok...i believe in reincarnation and past lives and i believe that a sould never dies, i believe truely that i was a cat in my past life b/c i have so many characteristics of a cat and i have always grown up w/ them. i would have a LARGE DRAGON as my sidekick, Josh is a dragon, (that's also hard to explain). my personality is pretty much upbeat and cheerful. And it said that i would have a gun as my weapon, me and Josh we looove guns. we haver paintball guns and everything. i dont know, but this just seems really weird. lol. too many thingfs in common w/ me and Josh. God i feel like Josh might just be the one. we have been together a month on Monday and we are having apsolutally no problems and im happier then ever w/ him. he says i make him happy as well. i really hope so. oh god, sorry. i got into this a little too much lol. Current Mood: indescribable |
| 2:46 am |
LMAO! THAT'S HILARIOUS! THE ARMADILLO! and i get to ride in a shopping cart and throw computer parts at the disgruntled mailman! YAY! |
| 2:40 am |
that sounds like something i would say... |
| 2:37 am |
If I had lived 2000 years ago, I would have been...
a Mayan!
In South and Central America thrived a people known as the Maya. Worshipping gods represented
by animals and weather, they built a kingdom filled with enourmous temples and monuments that last to this day.
You are kind and generous to those who are good, but are ready to stick up for your beleifs - if someone violates them,
they better watch out!
~ TAZL.com ~ Take Quiz ~
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004 |
| 6:47 pm |
 You're a hippie stoner, man! Burning the incense and listening to the dead is the way to go for you. Too bad that time machine you invented last time you were realllly stoned didnt work out...or did it??!! What kind of stoner are you? brought to you by Quizillathats pretty much true...ha ha ha. |
| 2:19 am |
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